summer mermaid feelings

lightening storms, birds's songs, shaky leaves, thunder, wild dancing under the stars, tones of doubts, lots of love, light shinning, light through the glass, light over my skin, bare skin, deep conversations, present, past, future. changes, friends, silence, coziness, wilderness, slow and fast days, I wanna be a hippie, stars, moon, decisions, memories, frogs, books, wood, country, old, fears, proudness, tears, time, life.

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some rainy lines

you think you're becoming someone different, you feel you're reaching your truly self,  I was feeling wild, free, flying away off my long cold winter, warming my soul under the sun, meeting happiness in other people eyes, but today, I realized, I'm still the same. My fears are still living in my inside, my doubts, my permanent sadness, and it's not the first time it happens to me, so, I've decided I want to change this. I'm afraid today it's not the day to start, but I will, I don't want to loose what I've reached, that beautiful part, is also part of me...

as a song that I'm listening just now sings, please set me free, but that's me that must set myself free from fears and take better care of myself, and of the ones that are around me... and as a new friend told me the other day, I must fall in love with myself...

I'll keep on trying... and keep on flowing with life, and dreaming... never stop dreaming

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este mes de Junio

qué la vida se apodere de mi electricidad! que corre por venas finas, entre espacios socorridos, y largos tiempos dormitando rodeada de agua, cortocircuitándome de vez en cuando...

mientras me ahogaba entre mis aguas movedizas, resulta que me impulsé una noche hacia la superfície. Y tras mi cielo sin oxígeno, se hallaba un infinito de estrellas.

constelaciones que ahora se reflejan en mi piel. y quién soy yo ahora? no dejo de preguntarme, y cómo es posible respirar con pulmones y no con suspiros?

y miro al cielo, y guardo esa sensación de abismo, precioso. (como dice María Coma)

celebro la vida unos minutos, no sea que se apague, como  una vengala, tan eléctrica, tan efímera.

las sensaciones discurren entre las manos... hoy en forma de cerezas, de frambuesas, de luces y sombras, de recuerdos de este mes de Junio, un mes difícil de olvidar...

y de bránqueas a pulmones, y de aletas a unas alas, que poco a poco, lentamente, algo tarde, van creciendo. 

manos y abrazos van secando las escamas y las convierten en poros, que absorben sin cesar, vida. Con más inconsciencia que miedo, con menos miedo y más ganas, a fragmentos, estoy recomponiendo algo llamado yo.

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(sorry for not translating this post. I needed to write it in my own home language... see you in my next post!)

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Inspira | 2014

F E S T I V A L   I N S P I R A   2 0 1 4

siurana de prades, tarragona, catalunya

I think, I don't have the words to describe this amazing experience. 

The magical souls I've met. 

A place where I've opened my wings, and people heard their sound opening and becoming, breaking some fears... 

So much passion, love, creation, magic, wisdom, and happiness. 

I owe this to Álvaro Sanz and Mónica Bedmar. They invited me to be part of their huge celebration, of pure life!

I leave here some of the pictures I took... I wasn't really for capturing with the camera this time, but with my soul, enjoying every part of it, without hiding or capturing time, just, flowing...

first night of wonderful speeches with Ibai Acebedo and Paula Bonet and magical concert by 

Carlos Sadness

6 a.m. to watch the sun rise from inside...

Speechless artist Maria Coma, preparing the best of the scenarios for an amazing early sun rise concert.

a pleasure meeting this musician, with such an Inspiring speech!!!!

Ainara LeGardon

interesting speeches in the afternoon, and a capture of my feet, in our room in the bungalow preparing mine!

the morning rising with this concert I've no words to describe. 

and our magic ended in the waters of Paradise... 

* THANK YOU to everyone who went to this Festival. 

To each of the ones who shared their wisdom, their heart, some words, a stare, a laugh,

thank you for opening my wings...

WONDERFUL artists came too and here are their names, please, look for them, 

they're SO special...

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cross of changes

We came out from the deep

To learn to love, to learn how to live

We came out from the deep

To avoid the mistakes we made

That's why we are here

Enigma (listen here)

Let's believe, that there's something inside us, that in a very peculiar way, makes us go through certain paths of our life.

I'm finding myself in a very rare moment now. I feel as if I've met someone that was hiding inside, still, is afraid of letting itself go, but I can feel its' energy growing inside. I feel old, and at the same time, I feel as young as ever... like if I skipped a chapter of my life, that now is coming back to me, so I can carry on with my path... I spend time looking inside, in the most organic way, trying to reach something that looks like the real me, and I think I can reach it through my heart, through my own strength.

Like a snake gets rid of its' skin when it gets old and doesn't shine anymore and another precious one is growing beneath it. It has to detach of her antique skin scratching itself through branches, rocks and painful earth hands... we're animals too, so, why not, we have to go through pain to reach our true ego... I really have no idea, I'm just trying to enjoy this kind of opening wings, of detaching some fears... I'll fly as high as I can, until I can stand again on my feet...

It is time to break the chains of life
If you follow you will see what's beyond reality
Enigma Beyond Invisible

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