cross of changes

We came out from the deep

To learn to love, to learn how to live

We came out from the deep

To avoid the mistakes we made

That's why we are here

Enigma (listen here)

Let's believe, that there's something inside us, that in a very peculiar way, makes us go through certain paths of our life.

I'm finding myself in a very rare moment now. I feel as if I've met someone that was hiding inside, still, is afraid of letting itself go, but I can feel its' energy growing inside. I feel old, and at the same time, I feel as young as ever... like if I skipped a chapter of my life, that now is coming back to me, so I can carry on with my path... I spend time looking inside, in the most organic way, trying to reach something that looks like the real me, and I think I can reach it through my heart, through my own strength.

Like a snake gets rid of its' skin when it gets old and doesn't shine anymore and another precious one is growing beneath it. It has to detach of her antique skin scratching itself through branches, rocks and painful earth hands... we're animals too, so, why not, we have to go through pain to reach our true ego... I really have no idea, I'm just trying to enjoy this kind of opening wings, of detaching some fears... I'll fly as high as I can, until I can stand again on my feet...

It is time to break the chains of life
If you follow you will see what's beyond reality
Enigma Beyond Invisible

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utopia

everything is so beautiful around me, and I feel such kind of pain and looseness right now, 

maybe old feathers need to be replaced with new ones, so they can get me far away, that would be a painful way to fly again...

this place, is my secret utopia place in Earth. Is the most beautiful place in my heart... as if my environment was reduced to these moments, to this silence, to this beauty, to this lovely loneliness and anything else mattered... 

I would stay here forever

 the red blood moon from the mountains...

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that Saturday

I guess life doesn't stop teaching us things... putting us through rough stories, trying to get us to see what is invisible to our sight, sometimes. It's quite easy for me to surrender on the first fall, but I guess we can find beauty within the fall, in pain, we can let us sink down, touch our deepest thoughts and feelings, and letting go tears that will heal and dry with the morning sun... I'm trying to figure out what life is trying to teach me right now, for a start, I'm learning and reading, 

I want to learn how to live, and stop surviving.

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these days | iphone diary

these days are being a little crazy in my life, thing that causes me more mental peace... me focusing in so many things leaves me a space for not looking at my inside so much, also a thing I was really needing to happen right now... so while time slips through my fingers, I get to have the chance to appreciate the small place where I live... I'm not liking to go to the city these days... I miss the peace, the time slowing down, the light I have where I live... the chance to see so much sky, so many horizons, the intensity of the colors around me, though I miss following the trees' changes...

and the garden keeps bringing us treasures...

Will I manage to live the life I've dreamed..? we are the only responsible for these things to happen aren't we..? maybe someday I reach that point so close to them... I wonder if I will manage to do it so good, so right to reach them... but as I always say, I'm trying, and I'm trying my best... hope I'm in the way.

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spring's arrival

 *our roots*

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